On...Oh, I Don't Even Know Right Now
I am now the new Vice President for Karate Club the next semester. Our club is small so we don't have official elections, because once someone says that they will be a certain officer they become one. Since no one else volunteers to run for that posistion.
I was Secretary this year. But I wasn't even a good one. The only job I had was to check the Karate Club mailbox, which I honestly forgot to do a lot. I am also suppose to plan fundraisers, but I have yet to do that. Apparently, there is a handbook about the types of fundraisers that you are allowed to do, but I don't have the handbook. I seriously have no idea what is going on at times in the club. Sometimes I feel like I have no idea what is going on in general.
It is not like I am oblivious to things, on the contrary I pay attention to my surroundings and what is going on with my friends and stuff. But sometimes I feel like even when I do pay attention, like there is some sort of disconnect from my ear to my brain. I seem to miss out on some piece of information. And then I am left feeling confused or left out.
I like to think I am good at giving advice to people, but now I am wondering if I really am good at that. But I guess I do not have to give advice to people, or they do not have to listen to it. Sometimes when people tell me their problems, I feel like I should give some really good advice to help them out. But when I can't, I feel like I have let them down. Then I begin to obsess about how I can give better advice for next time.
I do like to help people, or have people tell me their problems, cause it makes me feel like I am trustworthy. But I guess I shouldn't have to worry about whether or not I am actually helping anyone. I can give advice to people or my opinions to people. But in the end, it is up to them to follow it or not.
I was Secretary this year. But I wasn't even a good one. The only job I had was to check the Karate Club mailbox, which I honestly forgot to do a lot. I am also suppose to plan fundraisers, but I have yet to do that. Apparently, there is a handbook about the types of fundraisers that you are allowed to do, but I don't have the handbook. I seriously have no idea what is going on at times in the club. Sometimes I feel like I have no idea what is going on in general.
It is not like I am oblivious to things, on the contrary I pay attention to my surroundings and what is going on with my friends and stuff. But sometimes I feel like even when I do pay attention, like there is some sort of disconnect from my ear to my brain. I seem to miss out on some piece of information. And then I am left feeling confused or left out.
I like to think I am good at giving advice to people, but now I am wondering if I really am good at that. But I guess I do not have to give advice to people, or they do not have to listen to it. Sometimes when people tell me their problems, I feel like I should give some really good advice to help them out. But when I can't, I feel like I have let them down. Then I begin to obsess about how I can give better advice for next time.
I do like to help people, or have people tell me their problems, cause it makes me feel like I am trustworthy. But I guess I shouldn't have to worry about whether or not I am actually helping anyone. I can give advice to people or my opinions to people. But in the end, it is up to them to follow it or not.