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ok, so the snazzy six goes to NYC will take place at some other point.
ok so im having those typical believing issues.
hypothetical situation
person a. likes person b. a thought b liked a but a isnt sure anymore. b told a that she was to far away to date. but b still flirts with a and still texts a. b also used to IM a very much and text ALL the time. now a trys to think of something cute 2 say...and than b leaves with out saying by
i really feel so annoying all the time. i know though that if i dont IM ppl they wont IM me. or if i dont invite ppl do stuff...they wont invite me. and then...maybe i need to have this device that tells me whent to stop. or maybe PPL SHOULD JUST BE STRAIGHT Up. like "hannah, look, ur really pissing me off and oh, i dont like you anymore. u were cute at first...and then it just kinda got old"
thats all i want
haha watch this be the one he reads.
like hey guess what, i wrote about u like 40 times, and they were all good and then this one is like "ur treating me like ass"...all the guys i really like broke my heart in the worst ways
i could make a list but ....itd be 3 ppl
do people read like the whole of every entry?
you know what? next weekend im giong to dc for some convention, itll be the point when ppl still think im cute, i'll meet someone and i'll never see him again and itll be fun. because it could help me get over...u knwo what, itd be helpful if i wasnt going to prom (maybe?) with one of hte three. haha.
i think thats the thing, it takes a lot for me to actually truely deeply like somebody...and when i do, it takes me forever to not dwell anymore.
i would like tos ay though, that i once was getting there, u know i was with somebody i started to really truely like someone, but i stopped it before it could happen. i saw it happening and i stopped it. dumbest thing...cuz it couldve worked out. he gives good hugs. amazing hugs actually...
i am really 2 honest on these things.
ok so im having those typical believing issues.
hypothetical situation
person a. likes person b. a thought b liked a but a isnt sure anymore. b told a that she was to far away to date. but b still flirts with a and still texts a. b also used to IM a very much and text ALL the time. now a trys to think of something cute 2 say...and than b leaves with out saying by
i really feel so annoying all the time. i know though that if i dont IM ppl they wont IM me. or if i dont invite ppl do stuff...they wont invite me. and then...maybe i need to have this device that tells me whent to stop. or maybe PPL SHOULD JUST BE STRAIGHT Up. like "hannah, look, ur really pissing me off and oh, i dont like you anymore. u were cute at first...and then it just kinda got old"
thats all i want
haha watch this be the one he reads.
like hey guess what, i wrote about u like 40 times, and they were all good and then this one is like "ur treating me like ass"...all the guys i really like broke my heart in the worst ways
i could make a list but ....itd be 3 ppl
do people read like the whole of every entry?
you know what? next weekend im giong to dc for some convention, itll be the point when ppl still think im cute, i'll meet someone and i'll never see him again and itll be fun. because it could help me get over...u knwo what, itd be helpful if i wasnt going to prom (maybe?) with one of hte three. haha.
i think thats the thing, it takes a lot for me to actually truely deeply like somebody...and when i do, it takes me forever to not dwell anymore.
i would like tos ay though, that i once was getting there, u know i was with somebody i started to really truely like someone, but i stopped it before it could happen. i saw it happening and i stopped it. dumbest thing...cuz it couldve worked out. he gives good hugs. amazing hugs actually...
i am really 2 honest on these things.