Nov 30, 2005 22:12
ok so i realize the last entry was kinda superficial. i was thinking about it last night in bed. yeah, i think before i fall asleep. i had this whole elaborate thing i wanted to discuss and i cant remember a single word. its just that i am so tired of everything. i am tired of how i look, how i think, how i act, how i live. i just want to be who iw ant to be and i am not sure who that is. yeah maybe thinner, less acne, nicer, less talkactive, less blunt. i dont know...i am tired of trying to be happy.
blah.
i guess i have nothing else to say at this point.