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[hannarghh_x]

im so confused about things.
i dont know who i am. i dont know what im interested in.
im not sure about my style. what boys i like.
im confused about friends.
i dont know who to trust or who is really a true friend.
so many people have let me down.
im pretty much constantly disappointed by everyone & everything.
i dont know what to do.
i wish for so many things. i want so many things that'll ill never have.
all this shit hurts me so much.
i wish i had order in my life. i wish i knew what to do.
but i dont.
i hate it so much...