boy needs help

[hannamelia]

boy to stubborn to except help.  i care too much, fuck the consoled and the consoler, i know! but i care for him. i broke his heart, and it still hurts me. so all i can do is try to help. he doesnt want to hear the occult knowledge i have of god that has helped me. so i cover up the occultness and give him teaching of a strong will and discipline. he says he's tried and i dont think he has because he says other people, along with me, has said he hasnt. (with me that was a strong sign that they may be right)... and he's to stubborn. i just dont know. i want to try.... but i think i should give up for my sake.

if he wont listen... i will never give my advice agian. ever. fuck people because they wont listen.

and he's right... he gets mad because of people and here he is making me so mad, that.... i wonder ever agian give my advice. but when do i know when to stop? i would like to now.. because tonight i tried so hard to get through to him, to break that tough outer layer. i tried in every which direction and almost every angle. i wont give up tonight. *sigh*