this motherfucker is only for my friends to read.
look@ how fucking tiny her legs are.
I think this time last year, I was @a low. And now, I don't know where I am. I'm so, so indifferent about college, but I guess the hard part of applying is done. I'm sure I'll get all anxious and scared again once acceptances roll around- that's when I really have to make the decision.
I am so excited for Christmas. I honestly do not want a thing. Just a really nice evening with Brooke and some snow. But I cannot wait to go to my second home and give everyone their gifts. I just like seeing peoples' reactions to knowing that I care.
I'm trying so much to get better at everything, but I don't know how that's going yet.
I bought a new journal today and it's huge. It'll take a year for me to finish, if I'm lucky.
I really, really want to rearrange and redo my room again.. already.