Deb promised me conjugal visits
So, last night I made a fool out of myself in chat and I still feel like an idiot for it. I couldn't stop from reacting the way I did when he was brought up. And I feel bad because Sam didn't know. How could he? It's not like I can control what people say. I have to deal and stop with the harsh reactions. I feel like an idiot because I know I upset Stephen last night, and thats the last thing I ever wanted to do. He wants to know what has made me like this, so i promised I would sit and tell him. Tell him every last detail so he can understand. Maybe thats the key to cleansing myself and getting rid of this pain and feelings of betrayal.
This next paragraph is about people who aren't even on my friends list but I'm sure they'll hear about it somehow. My entries tend to get passed around like that for some reason. I don't care if they know though, in fact I hope they do. Stop being such whores and going after men who are taken. It's not amusing and it will only earn you a thrashing. And its sad that you throw yourselves at men who are in happy relationships and wouldn't give you the time of day. So find a new man to throw yourself at because you won't get mine. Have a nice day
This next paragraph is about people who aren't even on my friends list but I'm sure they'll hear about it somehow. My entries tend to get passed around like that for some reason. I don't care if they know though, in fact I hope they do. Stop being such whores and going after men who are taken. It's not amusing and it will only earn you a thrashing. And its sad that you throw yourselves at men who are in happy relationships and wouldn't give you the time of day. So find a new man to throw yourself at because you won't get mine. Have a nice day