I need some chocolate

[hannahwood]

I've noticed the latest trend sweeping over mbp land today already. In the last hour I've seen the same thing posted in almost ten ljs. It's amazing how quickly things spread. Too bad I'm not in the mood to be challenged right now. Actually, that's a lie. Life is challenge enough for me. Everyday has its own struggle to get through. Sometimes there's a lot to deal with, enough to make you wonder what your motivation for dealing rather then running away is. Other days there are fewer things to deal with and you just glide through the day. It's amazing the thoughts that pop into ones head when you're only trying to sit back and relax, trying to actually clear your mind of any thoughts. You know if you sit long enough you could turn any passing thought into a feeling of paranoia or fear? It's rather simple really. And frightening at the same time. Makes one wish they could stop thinking all together for awhile. Just push a button and make all thoughts go away. Of course, then you'd end up an airhead. Which probably wouldn't be all that good either. I've learned that it's not good to pick apart your past and wonder why things happened the way they did or what certain things meant. But I have also learned that its almost impossible not to when you learn new things about people as you go through life. Something will inevitably send you spinning back to the past and questioning it. Even if for only a moment.

On a lighter note, Jersey and I wrote a song together earlier, which you can read in her update. It turned out a lot better then I thought it would. Maybe we'll start touring together in the future....or not. Depends if we can blackmail convince somebody to let us open for them. ::cracks up:: :p



I'm Standing on a bridge
I'm waitin in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
Theres nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but theres no sound

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't someone please take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I'm, I'm with you

im looking for a place
searching for a face
is there anybody here i know
cause nothings going right
and everythigns a mess
and no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't someone please take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I'm, I'm with you

oh why is everything so confusing
maybe I'm just out of my mind
yea yea yea

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I'm, I'm with you

Take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I'm, I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I'm, I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you...