Aug 20, 2005 01:16
Well I havent updated in a while...hmmm.
I told dennis i liked him too but i mean i really shouldt have cause i wasnt exactly sure n i guess i did a lil but i think we are too good of friends to date n it would be weird especially if we broke up. well i guess he was gunna ask me out n what not but sam told him i didnt wanna date him n he was sad n i guess he cried now i feel like shit cause i kinda led him on, but i mean not really but i shoulda made up my mind before i made any moves omg im dumb.
I GOT HIRED AT WILSON FARMS!!!!!!YYYAAAAYYY!!!lol.
ive been hangin out with tessa a lot n it makes me happy cause Tessa lynch is the shit lol.
I went to a really fun party. At first I didnt wanna go cause i thought it would be lame but it turned out to be a lot of fun and i also met a boy, his name is marc, hes cute(but a lil too short lol),when he first walked in i was eyein him up but of course i thought hed be too good for me but i guess he really liked me,hes 17,he has a few hot tattoos, he smokes a lot (yuck, but ill get over it),he hit on me the whole night n he molested me, we made out a lot at the party hehehe,hopefully we are hangin out tomorrow after i get back from DL,and yeah i feel really bad for dennis. i really realized for sure i didnt like him that much cause if i did i woulda been with dennis that night not marc. ::Sigh:: lifes confusing.
I worked today that was a gay ol time. Sadly I missed jennys party :( i really wanted to go tho. i hope she had fun n what not. u should post n let me know with some good details. :D....<3
i feel like a complete bitch.
i havent seen sarah in like 3 days havent hng out with sam in like 3 days n i havent seen josh in like a week, havent seen jen in a while, have barely seen maria, havent seen allie in 2 days, i miss lil maria she went off to college n so on n so fourth i miss everyone!!!
next week i work 34hrs n i might even pick up a shift. i need the money i must do a lot of things...
fix my car
get a celly
pay for school
buy joshes fridge
ok im really tired n i have to get up in the am bye