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I don't want to update. But I guess I'm gonna.
I'm sad and stressed.
The wedding, the new house, work, and of course Sam as always.
If the adoptive parents do like they have been, I should be getting pictures any day now. They've been sending them every 3 months since his birth. We had agreed that it would be every three months up until his first birthday and then it would just be once a year. Well, they've been incredible and just kept sending pictures even though next month he will be 2. So i really never know when the next time will be. I can expect for it to come every three months, but who knows. All that to say, that I'm kinda on edge right now. Wondering if the next time I check the mail i'll have pic's.
It's like I live each moment of my day for that trip to the mailbox which makes it such a huge let down when I open it and it's just bills.
I don't know. It's been a very long time since I had a good cry over my son. I think it's about time. I've been holding it in for too long.
I love you guys.
ps. Jeb Bush, our governor, has just declared Florida in a "state of emergency" for the hurricane headed right towards my town.
I thought you could only declare that AFTER the emergency had happened. hmm... whatever.
I better go buy an umbrella.
I'm sad and stressed.
The wedding, the new house, work, and of course Sam as always.
If the adoptive parents do like they have been, I should be getting pictures any day now. They've been sending them every 3 months since his birth. We had agreed that it would be every three months up until his first birthday and then it would just be once a year. Well, they've been incredible and just kept sending pictures even though next month he will be 2. So i really never know when the next time will be. I can expect for it to come every three months, but who knows. All that to say, that I'm kinda on edge right now. Wondering if the next time I check the mail i'll have pic's.
It's like I live each moment of my day for that trip to the mailbox which makes it such a huge let down when I open it and it's just bills.
I don't know. It's been a very long time since I had a good cry over my son. I think it's about time. I've been holding it in for too long.
I love you guys.
ps. Jeb Bush, our governor, has just declared Florida in a "state of emergency" for the hurricane headed right towards my town.
I thought you could only declare that AFTER the emergency had happened. hmm... whatever.
I better go buy an umbrella.