Jan 17, 2005 01:36
Well..i have nothing else to do right now i cant sleep so idk
im still waiting to wake up from this night mare.
i dont think i cant handle hearing my baby Alley like this.
i cant bear the thought of my cousins and my uncle being with out Aunt Pammy.
i dont like to think about my nanas heart being broken for the millionth time.
i hate hearing my mom cry like this.
i hate this.
why...i dont really know.
It seems that God allways takes the good ones first. thats when my uncle Nick says, "thats why ill be last" lol that made me laugh. its so not true though.
The thing i hate the most is knowing i cant fix it.
i never stop thinking about Alley
Aunt Pammy, give Papa a kiss for me.