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i'm having an odd night.
i watched All The Real Girls.
it was good, lost in translation, but better.
i drove home from carolines house tring to get lost. for about an hour. listening to joni mitchell live.
i am getting very scared.
i don't want to go somewhere on my own this summer.
i'm not ready to meet people by myself.
i'm good at being the friend.
who gets introduced.
then i can take over.
i don't like to be the only person.
being met for the first time.
i want to be someones background.
i want to be "the friend".
i always want shotgun.
i want to burn the freedom and leadership that has come with my license.
also the years its added to my sixteen year old mind.
fuck
i watched All The Real Girls.
it was good, lost in translation, but better.
i drove home from carolines house tring to get lost. for about an hour. listening to joni mitchell live.
i am getting very scared.
i don't want to go somewhere on my own this summer.
i'm not ready to meet people by myself.
i'm good at being the friend.
who gets introduced.
then i can take over.
i don't like to be the only person.
being met for the first time.
i want to be someones background.
i want to be "the friend".
i always want shotgun.
i want to burn the freedom and leadership that has come with my license.
also the years its added to my sixteen year old mind.
fuck