Apr 02, 2004 18:32
starting on june 26, 2004, i will be officially an employee of the monhegan house hotel's staff. i will be residing on monhegan washing dishs until september 6, 2004. i will for the first time in seventeen years be officailly liveing on my own. i will be a good law abiding citizen.
i'm shaking.
its actually going to happen, i'm acctually hired. for real.
also, i got my real license.
and my tax return, all of $12.91 becaseu i had absolutly no deductions.
i'm still shaking.
i'm going to live on my own, all summer.
on monhegan none-the-less.
wow.
i want to say that i'm torn about leaving for the summer, or that i have mixed feelings, honestly i don't. i'm really fucking excited to get out of here, i'll miss people. and i'd love to be here for sophies last summer before school, and carolines last summer if she goes to ireland. but this is an entirely new step, this is bigger then a summer of hanging out and working at rite aid, this is living on my own.
i'll miss everyone though, well alot of people.
god i look like shit in my license picture,
i think i should cut my hair soon. yes?
also, everyone, exisentialism is fucking awesome, fuck emo, go existentail. totally the new trend.