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above all, I know that the greatest reason why I rarely request, lies in my belief that if it were meant to be mine, I needn't ask. Asking...just makes things less perfect. It isn't because I don't expect - I do, I do expect a lot, and it's not an exaggeration to say that i'm even demanding. But all that is for me to deal with by myself, never to be translated into something to be expressed on my lips, because that just isn't the point.