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[hannahmro]

 So yesterday was tough day. I woke up to a note from jon about how things had been different lately and how much he missed me. He was completely right about everything he said I had become distant lately because I thought it would make it easier when I broke up with him but it didn't help.  I decided then that I couldn't prolong it anymore and that I had to break it up so nedless to say yesterday was tough. I came home from work and then when he got home I had him come over. It was hard.... he tried to convince me over and over not to do what I was doing and that he would marry me right then and there if that helped. He told me how much he loved me and that he could see himself marrying me and he would wait for me it was really tough I can't explain it all in words its just been tough. I've been trying to stay busy so that I don't think about it.  went to dinner with some girls last night gym this morning and then dinner again tonight. I've tried doinghomework today but I just can't focus.... I need to study for my final.... I guess tomorrow will be my study day....

Well I'm gonna go get ready for dinner. Hugs! Thanks for your note on the mopeing Rachael.... I've been trying not to and just stay busy lately but when I come home maybe.... :)