i just want to make this clear
1) this is my journal, so i can write what i want. dont get upset if i had a bad day, and write about it.
2) i dont know if you realized this, but you are complaining about how I complain too much. that doesnt make too much sense to me.
3) in case you havent noticed, i have changed so much over the last year. i look back at my old journal entries, and i am disgusted at how self-centered i was. i'm not like how i used to be. i dont complain as much, and i'm a much better christian. it has been so hard for me to keep my faith through all the stuff that has happened this past year. sure i've shared with y'all how hard all the stuff with my house has been. but that is only a fraction of all the other things i've had to go though. and you may think that all i do in here is talk about how bad my life is, but it isnt true. i'm not going to write about other people's problems in my journal.
4) i dont care what you think, unless you're my friend. so if you're going to post anonymous comments in here, and not leave your name, then good luck trying to get me to listen. i mean sure i listened to the comment that was written in the previous entry, but that's only because it made me realize that i don't care. i used to care. but now i dont. cause the only opinions that matter are of those who are secure with themselves. and the opinions of my friends, and the people i care about, and that care about me.
5) i'm not saying you havent been through hell and back, but i've been through a lot of stuff. after my house burned, people told me i have every right in the world to complain. umm, i still dont have my house, i'll never have my cat again, i still dont have my stuff (not that that's a big deal), and i know i have memories, but pictures really do help. i found about 5 pictures after the fire. sure, i'm moving back into my house in a couple months, but it isnt going to be the same as before. i'm never going to be able to hear the rain on the tin roof of the shed outside my room anymore, i'm never going to wake up in my room and lay in bed for an hour and stare at the flowers on my curtains anymore, i'm never going to be able to go into the laundry room and freeze my toes off in the middle of december to get warm undies out of the dryer again. even though those are small little things that used to be part of my life, i'll miss them, cause they are so special to me.
i really hope you'll take into consideration what i've said. god bless and have a great day.
2) i dont know if you realized this, but you are complaining about how I complain too much. that doesnt make too much sense to me.
3) in case you havent noticed, i have changed so much over the last year. i look back at my old journal entries, and i am disgusted at how self-centered i was. i'm not like how i used to be. i dont complain as much, and i'm a much better christian. it has been so hard for me to keep my faith through all the stuff that has happened this past year. sure i've shared with y'all how hard all the stuff with my house has been. but that is only a fraction of all the other things i've had to go though. and you may think that all i do in here is talk about how bad my life is, but it isnt true. i'm not going to write about other people's problems in my journal.
4) i dont care what you think, unless you're my friend. so if you're going to post anonymous comments in here, and not leave your name, then good luck trying to get me to listen. i mean sure i listened to the comment that was written in the previous entry, but that's only because it made me realize that i don't care. i used to care. but now i dont. cause the only opinions that matter are of those who are secure with themselves. and the opinions of my friends, and the people i care about, and that care about me.
5) i'm not saying you havent been through hell and back, but i've been through a lot of stuff. after my house burned, people told me i have every right in the world to complain. umm, i still dont have my house, i'll never have my cat again, i still dont have my stuff (not that that's a big deal), and i know i have memories, but pictures really do help. i found about 5 pictures after the fire. sure, i'm moving back into my house in a couple months, but it isnt going to be the same as before. i'm never going to be able to hear the rain on the tin roof of the shed outside my room anymore, i'm never going to wake up in my room and lay in bed for an hour and stare at the flowers on my curtains anymore, i'm never going to be able to go into the laundry room and freeze my toes off in the middle of december to get warm undies out of the dryer again. even though those are small little things that used to be part of my life, i'll miss them, cause they are so special to me.
i really hope you'll take into consideration what i've said. god bless and have a great day.