Nights Like Tonight
Nights like tonight are the most frustrating for me. I hate them. My heart is filled with love and the only words I can think of are "I'm in love." But that's not all. There are other words that should accompany those. Like: want, need and trust. I wish there was one word that meant all of those words and that one phrase together. I want him so bad. I need him more than anything else in the world. And I completely trust him.
I want him to be mine forever. I want to be able to kiss him whenever I want, and I want him to hold me whenever he pleases. I want the whole world to know of the love I have for him.
I need him (it seems) more than I need air to live. I need to be with him, and to hear his voice and see his face. I need to be held in his arms. I feel like I would die with out him, even though I probably wouldn't. My heart would never be whole again because he'd be holding half of it.
I trust him. I trust him with my heart, which is a pretty big thing for me.
He's my world, my everything.
Hopes and Dreams:
One day I want to get married and have 2 kids. I want to live in a one story house with 3 bedrooms, including a guest bedroom. I want 3 full bathrooms. I want an underground pool and a jacuzzi. I want about a third of an acre for the whole yard. And a white porch all the way around the house. In the front I want to have red, yellow, purple and pink flowers. And in the back, I want to have 3 or 4 rose bushes and a couple of butterfly bushes with a bunch of trees. I want to have a porch swing under a big oak tree. And a playground for the kids. And, if it's not to much trouble, I want the backyard to over look a lake. I want to live in a state where there are actually four seasons, and in the winter it snows, and in the spring and summer everything blooms. But my biggest hope and my biggest dream is to marry the one I'm in love with now and stay in love with through everything. I want to grow old with him, I know that sounds creepy, but I can't see myself with anyone else but him.
I want him to be mine forever. I want to be able to kiss him whenever I want, and I want him to hold me whenever he pleases. I want the whole world to know of the love I have for him.
I need him (it seems) more than I need air to live. I need to be with him, and to hear his voice and see his face. I need to be held in his arms. I feel like I would die with out him, even though I probably wouldn't. My heart would never be whole again because he'd be holding half of it.
I trust him. I trust him with my heart, which is a pretty big thing for me.
He's my world, my everything.
Hopes and Dreams:
One day I want to get married and have 2 kids. I want to live in a one story house with 3 bedrooms, including a guest bedroom. I want 3 full bathrooms. I want an underground pool and a jacuzzi. I want about a third of an acre for the whole yard. And a white porch all the way around the house. In the front I want to have red, yellow, purple and pink flowers. And in the back, I want to have 3 or 4 rose bushes and a couple of butterfly bushes with a bunch of trees. I want to have a porch swing under a big oak tree. And a playground for the kids. And, if it's not to much trouble, I want the backyard to over look a lake. I want to live in a state where there are actually four seasons, and in the winter it snows, and in the spring and summer everything blooms. But my biggest hope and my biggest dream is to marry the one I'm in love with now and stay in love with through everything. I want to grow old with him, I know that sounds creepy, but I can't see myself with anyone else but him.