Jun 02, 2005 22:52
how am i so lucky? what did i do to deserve all this? i don't think i could have even dreamed of anything better. i've got all i'll ever need...great friends, an ok family, but most of all i've got someone i love with everything i have who loves me. i'm doing this to let everyone know that i am so madly in love, it hurts. well, not really, but i'm never deep and open like this, so i figured i'd take advantage of it and let it all out.
words can't even begin to describe what i feel for you, but if they could, you'd never get me to shut up. i know you've heard this a thousand times, but i mean it more now than i ever did. will, i love you. and it grows stronger every day. i know when you leave it's gonna be hard, but the moment you come home, i'm going to be right there so i'll be the first person you see....ok, starting to sound obsessive and less deep. this is weird, even for me. but i love you and i'm not going to let you let me go again.
i need to get to bed.....but i will talk to you tomorrow after school.