Apr 06, 2005 21:01
Once again I have come to the grave realization that things change. Try as I might things always-inevitably change. As I move on in high school and in life my friends are changing and I realized that I'm clinging to the past as tightly as I possibly can. But I realized that while i was busy trying to stop my world from evolving I was gluing myself to the past-not living in the present-and not preparing myself for the future. I realized I am slowly being repleaced by other people in my friendships- and while that kills me, i need to move on. I need to let down my walls and let my new classmates in. I need to deal with what I have and not dwell in the past...because it isnt helping anyone- and we are here to help people. So- not only am I doing this for my own good-but for others- and most importantly..for God.
* A lot going on right now. It's hard to deal with. But...God is making it easier on me.*