Problems Needing To Be Fixed.
Cha. yeah...it's been a while since I updated...but whatever...I'm doing it now...so...tune your ears into ME!
So like...i realized something the other day....I take things FAR to seriously. Like...everything that happpens in my life I analyze. Seriously...like my pencil will drop to the floor and I'll be like "Omgoshh! Im so un-efficent. Why do I always do that? Oh godddd! My life is ruined! I cannot hold on to pencils!!! AHHHH!" and then I get depressed. Stupid right? right. So...I dont know...I need to take things less seriously. People dont always mean what they say...I know I dont. My tendency to take things the wrong way is a problem needing to be fixed.
Kay...so another thing I noticed..is that I ALWAYS worry about EVERYTHING. Really. Like right now...Im worrying that the few friends I do have at StM will go off to Disney World (with the chorus) and forget me. Now...I know...that they will still be my friends when they come back...but I still worry even though I shouldnt. So it'll be like...Im sitting there and thinking about him and then I'll think about what if blah blah blah and then I jump to some crazy conclusion and end up worried SICK about him and us and all that. I HATE HATE HATE how I do that. It makes me mad and makes me hurt peoples feelings when Im in that bad mood... yet another problem that needs to be fixed.
*sorry to bore you. It probably didnt make sense anyway.*
<3 love.
So like...i realized something the other day....I take things FAR to seriously. Like...everything that happpens in my life I analyze. Seriously...like my pencil will drop to the floor and I'll be like "Omgoshh! Im so un-efficent. Why do I always do that? Oh godddd! My life is ruined! I cannot hold on to pencils!!! AHHHH!" and then I get depressed. Stupid right? right. So...I dont know...I need to take things less seriously. People dont always mean what they say...I know I dont. My tendency to take things the wrong way is a problem needing to be fixed.
Kay...so another thing I noticed..is that I ALWAYS worry about EVERYTHING. Really. Like right now...Im worrying that the few friends I do have at StM will go off to Disney World (with the chorus) and forget me. Now...I know...that they will still be my friends when they come back...but I still worry even though I shouldnt. So it'll be like...Im sitting there and thinking about him and then I'll think about what if blah blah blah and then I jump to some crazy conclusion and end up worried SICK about him and us and all that. I HATE HATE HATE how I do that. It makes me mad and makes me hurt peoples feelings when Im in that bad mood... yet another problem that needs to be fixed.
*sorry to bore you. It probably didnt make sense anyway.*
<3 love.