A Song Of Praise.
Oh Bradley...I just wish I could tell you how much you mean to me. When I think about you...I want to cry with joy. I live for the next time I can see...or even just talk to you. And even though it sounds impossible...I love you so entirely differently than anyone else. People are always telling me that I said I loved Logan...and then a year later I barely talk to him....they say that I said I felt they same way about him that I do about you...and they ask how is Bradley any different. I can't even begin to explain it. You'd have to be me. You'd have to understand every little trivial detail that went along with Logan and I...and think in the messed up way that I think...and then MAYBE you could have a minimal understanding for the truth. I just want you to know...that even though I might mention Logan/John a lot...it's only because they were a big part of my life and have made a big impact on me. And that I love you more and differently than I ever loved them. I just don't ever want those three little words to lose their significance. Because I mean them...with every single "fiber of my being"...my heart sings in joy and thanks to God that he sent me someone so perfect...so wonderful...so mind blowing. I don't deserve you. But I do love you...with my little (black) heart.
Please never go away.
Please never go away.