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It truly is amazing how something one person can say can basically ruin a particular relationship in the blink of an eye. At first I was just like "okay when are they gonna say ' just kidding '?" Then I looked at each of their faces and relized they were dead serious. It took me a while to grasp it, but when I finally did, I couldn't help but cry. I kept thinking "I should have known". In a way, I blamed myself. When I told these people what I thought they were all like "no, hannah, don't blame yourself it's not your fault, it's just as much hers as it is his". Which was true. Then to think that I had to go ALL DAY with out any possible way of me talking to Taylor about this. Finally, after having all day to think about what I was going to do, I got to talk to him, not long but it got one part off my chest. I knew that I was willing to forgive him, move on, and give him a second chance...everyone deserves one right? Well, a couple of my friends don't seem to think so. Take note all of this happened on Friday. I had the weekend to get over it and talk to him and her about it, she did converse with me on the subject which really..grrr...let's not go there. But today in weight lifting no one had to dress out and the pe class that has theirs the same period didn't either and we all got to just sit in the gym and talk. A few certain someones brought the whole thing up, after I had told myself to let it go for now and move on. They just told me some more stuff that upset me once again. This made me go to lunch upset. Taylor was there to comfort me, but what had been said made me upset with him (not mad), but I did ask him about it and he assured me that these things didn't happen(some of them...long story). Then I looked at him and relized how truly lucky I am to have him, (not the first time) but it made me smile. I am so in love with him, and I wouldn't trade that for anything in the world. He's perfect :)...