Nov 07, 2004 16:52
oh jeez.
so it turns out that i have no lung problems at all...it is just anxiety/stress that is causing it. great...tell me something i don't know. big things will happen this week...i can tell.
just went to starbucks w/mom and dad to have a heart to heart. they're worried about me, etc. i realized i need to make some changes in my life. i feel like i do too many things for other people before myself and that i can't halp anyone else until i'm ok w/myself. we were talking about college next year as a possibility. it would be really cool but mom made a good point that i need more self-awareness and assertiveness before i can do that. i let ppl walk all over me too much and i need to speak up more.
anyhoo...just some thoughts.
i finished the 10X10 chart. whether it's correct or not i don't really care.
had family meeting w/stew and dawn included. it got heated...lemme tell you.
gotta go do hw