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omg i cannot even begin to think about school. i am just about the saddest i've ever been before in my life right now and i don't know how to get out of it. i just left 100 people that i have fallen in love with and the chances of seeing them again are slim. i was just crying for hours and i don't even know what to do with myself. the prospect of school right now is a hellacious one and i haven't even done any of my summer work. dumoski is my advisor. i don't want summer to end. this is the end of my childhood.
oh and anyone who caRe about gossip on the "shadi front"...he came to fair and we were hanging out around the huge bonfire and were on the verge of hooking up when my other friend ruined the moemnt b/c he has no awareness of social cues. owell...maybe it wasn't meant to be at all. and i'm ok w/.that. it was awkward anyway b/c we hadn't seen eachother in a year.
well i just added 59 new buddies to aim to talk to although i don't know if i'll ever heal from the ache of parting.
and i'm getting up at 4 tomorrow for a 7:00 flight to michigan where i'll meet new cousins, do shitloads of summer work, and miss people like wow.
oh and anyone who caRe about gossip on the "shadi front"...he came to fair and we were hanging out around the huge bonfire and were on the verge of hooking up when my other friend ruined the moemnt b/c he has no awareness of social cues. owell...maybe it wasn't meant to be at all. and i'm ok w/.that. it was awkward anyway b/c we hadn't seen eachother in a year.
well i just added 59 new buddies to aim to talk to although i don't know if i'll ever heal from the ache of parting.
and i'm getting up at 4 tomorrow for a 7:00 flight to michigan where i'll meet new cousins, do shitloads of summer work, and miss people like wow.