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I am such an idiot... Ernie and I are over... *sniffles* We never talked, or saw each other at all... so I talked to him about it. There was no fixing it after that. He told me that he had wanted Prague to turn into a private trip, and that he loved me! I never knew he felt that strongly about me... now it's too late... I tried to fix everything too. Said we could try to see each other more, and talk more, but Ernie just called it off. Said we were done... I think I just need to be alone for awhile... If anybody needs me for anything, Justin knows where I am... I'd tell Meg, but her memory has gone all funny and she doesn't even know who I am... I feel so alone...