Jun 04, 2007 16:12
I don't know if going to school here is a good idea. And I don't know that staying here this summer is even a good idea, not that it's a choice. I'm scared to not bolt out of here the first shot I get, this city eats people. It eats everything.
I have this new habit of testing my own limits. So far, I haven't found a single one that isn't welcome, and that brews a vile strain of mania deep under the part of me that accepts mediocrity and sensibility. Maybe I'm just bored.