i love u evan
well this was a horrible weekend =[ ... oh god i am just so unhappy right now...i got into a fight with evan over a freakin PHONE CALL...ok it started on friday when i didnt call him after i went out with deanna, natalie, sarah, steve, mike, and tommy. we had so much funn at this keg that pete was throwing. i mean i did feel bad that evan wasnt there but i mean he was in north carolina...what the hell was i supposed to do?? so i got home at like 3 in the morning and i had promised evan id call him but i figured it was too late. so i woke up on saturday at 11 and called him but i got his voice mail and i didnt leave a message because im just weird like that..lOl. he called me back and i was at lax practice so i didn't get his call. he left a message that sounded kind of mean-ishh. like he said "hannah i just wanted to know why you didnt call me on friday i waited all night for that call. whatever bye" he didn't even say i love you...what is that?? so i called him after that and i was pretty upset...he didn't answer. i went to kelsey's house and hung out with her, chloe, mark, and james. we went to petes house and then into the woods where this guy greg was having an open house type thing...it was like in the back of his house in the woods..it seemed kind of sketchy but whatever. i dont remember what happened really. but then i went back to chloes house with kelsey and meaghan at like 2:30 and didn't call him...i finally got through to evan on sunday after church in between the time i got back from church and the time i was going to the mall with tara..he sounded so pissed! he was like 'i dont understand how you could just forget to call me' and everything and i just broke down because i honestly didn't mean to hurt him and im pretty sure i didn't do anything with any other guys but i know i wouldnt becaus everyone knows about me and evan...and omg im just so upset over this...i love evan so much...weve been through ALOT and im just crazy over all this and i cant take it and i just need to see him...='[ ...sorry if i sound kind of whiney