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Aug 02, 2005 15:55

This week end was mildly good.....there was a partay at my g-mas house and it was da bomb. (hah never again i know) But seriously it was fun and i also went shopping it was a successful trip and there was a CINIBON shop and after shopping i was having extreem cravings for CINIBONS. I started my third straight week of soccer camp this week.

Tomrrow the third: soccer camp 9-12
Thrusday the fourth: Soccer camp, hockey game
Friday the fifth: Soccer camp, hockey tryouts
Saturday the sixth: ODP tryouts 9am-4pm (or something)and hockey tryouts
Sunday the seventh: Dido as above
Monday the eighth: Soccer practices start

I GOT THE MATT NATHANSON CD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS SOOOOOO GOOOD!

I dont like to say things that i want to live by because i say certain things like just live with out worring about little tings...or dont think too hard about life when you can just live it in each second not thinking about plans for the future or getting worked up over the past. But in order to really absorb and embrace this concept you have to try it for your self and once you do you feel.......you really feel....everything. But anyway i dont like to say things like this because i look at what im trying to feel and as i look around and open my eyes im at home alone at my computer doing nothing while when you say these things you should actually be living as in trying things new, things that you would never expect you would ever try.....or doing something totally out of the ordinary for you, something the total opposit of how you typicaly are or what you typacly do. Just step outside your self just for a little bit. But back to my first poin agan about living if you say you want to live a certian way (for me i.e. whats above)thats what you should do. Practice what you preech because if you dont thats really no way to live at all. You shouldnt just live in the sense of letting everything come to you because then you'll only end up with nothing, you have to go out and search for it your self.........you should just live in the sense of dont over think searching and looking for it.......just go for it.

Just to say a few words. hate to call it advice but rather just something im thinking of but here it goes: I hope you'll always be free to live. And i cant belive this turned into i went shopping, baught a cd, and partied to a big spilling out of the thaughts. UGH and who knows whats next.
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