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I am sitting once again in my apartment alone, looking out at the night and feeling a defining moment approaching. I am going out for drinks with someone new tonight (a friend, i don't think I'd be good for a guy right now : )) and am sitting listening to good music, having just watched some west wing episodes(THANK YOU WES!!) , missing people from the past, missing knowing my future, but my heart is warming up again, new life is springing forth (sorry for the cheese) and I am starting to remember just how fucking fantastic I am, as just me. i am remembering and even feeling my own happiness again and it feels so good...so very good...and i know i can do this...i want to do this...
:)
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