-back in the day.*
*-- Here lately I've really been thinking about my friendships with people. For example Madi and I have been best friends pretty much our entire lives and then you meet new people on the way, you know? Well my sister and I was talking yesterday about how we miss all of the Feds Creek times. I made a comment about how sometimes I wish we was still at Feds Creek and I said that I was perfectly content with Madi, Samantha, and Mary Jo. Yeah, I mean I was a pretty happy little girl back in the day with my best friends by my side. Madison is the only one who has truly stuck by my side through it all. Samantha and I hardly ever talk anymore, actually this may be a little crazy but it kind of reminds me of the movie Cross Roads. Haha. Gay I know. But I mean all of those girls were best friends when they were little then they get to high school and there friendship just kind of fades away. I still love her though and I hope she knows that everytime I think of the good days at Jackson Rowe, Her, Madi, and Mary Jo are the first people I think of. Then I get to thinking again after I made that comment to my sister and say I'm glad that I met all of my friends at Elkhorn and then at East Ridge. Because I honestly couldn't imagine my life now without Abby, Ang, Sara, and all of my other good friends.. That's another thing everyone knows that at one time Ang, Abby, and I were inseperable. Don't get me wrong we're all still friends, but nothing like we used to be. I think we all three know though that we are here for each other if we ever need each other. When I went to Elkhorn my 8th grade year Abby and I just clicked. We were best friends ever since then. I still consider her as one of my best friends. We still hang out and stuff. Before each of us went to the beach we stayed with each other a little, now Ang.. that's a different story. Yes, of course I still consider her as one of my best friends but.. we haven't hung out hardly any this Summer. Things change I guess. At one point I was asking Ang to come up alot, but it was like she always had plans or something, I mean there is nothing wrong with that. It's cool that she has other plans and other people to hang out with really, I mean I have other people to do the same with. So I just made no big deal over it and let it go. I still love Ang, but.. what else is there to do about it? Ya know? Now as for Sara, her and I became real good friends last year and she's one of my very best friends as well. I think our friendship will go far, I really do. As for Mary Jo, her and I are still friends. But we used to be real close too. I don't know I guess the moral of this is just to say that things change along the way. It seems like High School is all about losing your friends and trying your best to actually keep them. But as for me I feel that I'm lucky, because I don't know very many people who can keep a best friend by there side with them since Kindergarden, like I have. I have faith in mine and Madi's friendship that we will be friends forever. I honestly think this. I bet she would agree with me. She's always there for me when I need her and I love her for that. She'd never let me down like some of my other friends have, well I feel that they have. I don't know. But I just needed to get this off of my mind and I figured this would be the best way.
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*-- Oh yeah and in case some of you didn't know, I've went 'Friends only'. So this is probably the only entry you'll see unless it's something I feel I need to put out public.