My fingers feel frenzied with need to move frantically.
You are an anti-hero. You have morals of your own choosing and an ethic of your own making.
Your strength is in your solitude.
However, never forget... that does not make you smarter or wiser than those who find strength in the community of others. It only means that you know yourself to be different, and that is its own wisdom which is only more when compared to those who do not have that self awareness...
Go. Start over. Live... Love.
But a word:
I refuse to believe that every one that you give power to over you will use that power to hurt you... You weren't a fool for giving it over. I believe that part of love is relinquishing control. Allowing another IN... I have not regretting loving anyone. And it hurts every time. To be wrong. But I won't stop. To stop would be quitting... giving up. Quitting is weak.
I fear what would happen to you if you ever convinced yourself otherwise.
Your strength is in your solitude.
However, never forget... that does not make you smarter or wiser than those who find strength in the community of others. It only means that you know yourself to be different, and that is its own wisdom which is only more when compared to those who do not have that self awareness...
Go. Start over. Live... Love.
But a word:
I refuse to believe that every one that you give power to over you will use that power to hurt you... You weren't a fool for giving it over. I believe that part of love is relinquishing control. Allowing another IN... I have not regretting loving anyone. And it hurts every time. To be wrong. But I won't stop. To stop would be quitting... giving up. Quitting is weak.
I fear what would happen to you if you ever convinced yourself otherwise.