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Inspiration has found me again.
I have been touched by words I can barely remember.
All I know is that I need to live this life the way I'm going to live it. It sounds obvious. simple. It's not. I feel so much pressure to do what I think I'm supposed to.
..but i don't want to.
Possibilities that I never dreamed possible dance on the horizon.
Somehow I've reconnected with this ultimate illuminating force within myself... some may choose to call it God. Sometimes i do.
It feels good.
It makes me worry less.
...when other things are making me worry more.
Sometimes I wonder if I think too much... dream too much...
and sometimes I wonder if I bore too easily.
Does that mean you should reach for something new? Or that you're not pushing yourself hard enough in that field? ...maybe the field will always bore you.
Maybe I need staff paper... instead of fields.
I'll stop blabbering.
I have been touched by words I can barely remember.
All I know is that I need to live this life the way I'm going to live it. It sounds obvious. simple. It's not. I feel so much pressure to do what I think I'm supposed to.
..but i don't want to.
Possibilities that I never dreamed possible dance on the horizon.
Somehow I've reconnected with this ultimate illuminating force within myself... some may choose to call it God. Sometimes i do.
It feels good.
It makes me worry less.
...when other things are making me worry more.
Sometimes I wonder if I think too much... dream too much...
and sometimes I wonder if I bore too easily.
Does that mean you should reach for something new? Or that you're not pushing yourself hard enough in that field? ...maybe the field will always bore you.
Maybe I need staff paper... instead of fields.
I'll stop blabbering.