world has been turned upside down...
...not mine necessarily, but, well specifically, Lij's and Dom's.
Friday:
didn't do jack shit all evening! why? b/c my friends all deserted me...
yeah. so i was here, all by my lonesome, left to my own devices. heh, i never really realized how unfun i am...
cooked me some dinner. damn good too. ate it all myself, damned if i was gonna leave left overs to share with someone.
while i ate, i popped in a movie..."The Pest"... funny as hell, but i didn't finish it. ended up falling asleep when i was done eating...
then, i get a phone call. it's lij.
for the record, as of this very moment, and until further notice...i fucking hate my mother debbie wood! fucking hate her! i'm still so fucking ill with her i could spit nails...and hope to have good aim...
lij and dom don't deserve this bullshit from her. they are perfect for each other. *screams at the top of my lungs "YOU HEAR THAT BITCH! FUCKING PERFECT!"*
why can't she see it? i just don't get it...
oh, and she slapped him! she slapped him... so fucking lucky i'm not there, i don't know what i'd have done, but with my temper it wouldn't have been pretty.
so, i don't think i really got through to lij. i tried to reassure him about things. i don't think it worked. i wish he'd call me back....
so here i sit today...
Saturday:
didn't go to the fucking zoo. that's right! nope, didn't go. jasper ended up having to go into work for someone who was sick. that's fine, i can understand. maybe...
but he says that we're still on for tonight. though i still don't know what he has planned for us, he refuses to tell, but swears i'll like it.
but i'm bored out of my mind. he's supposed to be here at 6 tonight. god that's forever and a day away! and i'm going nuts b/c i haven't heard from lij or dom yet...
i love them both with all my heart. i hate what's happening to them. i hate debbie...
i'll stop here, and resume pacing until i have to start getting ready for my date tonight...
Friday:
didn't do jack shit all evening! why? b/c my friends all deserted me...
yeah. so i was here, all by my lonesome, left to my own devices. heh, i never really realized how unfun i am...
cooked me some dinner. damn good too. ate it all myself, damned if i was gonna leave left overs to share with someone.
while i ate, i popped in a movie..."The Pest"... funny as hell, but i didn't finish it. ended up falling asleep when i was done eating...
then, i get a phone call. it's lij.
for the record, as of this very moment, and until further notice...i fucking hate my mother debbie wood! fucking hate her! i'm still so fucking ill with her i could spit nails...and hope to have good aim...
lij and dom don't deserve this bullshit from her. they are perfect for each other. *screams at the top of my lungs "YOU HEAR THAT BITCH! FUCKING PERFECT!"*
why can't she see it? i just don't get it...
oh, and she slapped him! she slapped him... so fucking lucky i'm not there, i don't know what i'd have done, but with my temper it wouldn't have been pretty.
so, i don't think i really got through to lij. i tried to reassure him about things. i don't think it worked. i wish he'd call me back....
so here i sit today...
Saturday:
didn't go to the fucking zoo. that's right! nope, didn't go. jasper ended up having to go into work for someone who was sick. that's fine, i can understand. maybe...
but he says that we're still on for tonight. though i still don't know what he has planned for us, he refuses to tell, but swears i'll like it.
but i'm bored out of my mind. he's supposed to be here at 6 tonight. god that's forever and a day away! and i'm going nuts b/c i haven't heard from lij or dom yet...
i love them both with all my heart. i hate what's happening to them. i hate debbie...
i'll stop here, and resume pacing until i have to start getting ready for my date tonight...