smiles and sighs
i met my group today
16 little kids all on me
i forgot how much i loved hearing little voices say "watch this ms. jesse."
chasing them around playing tag
a few trouble kids but they dont seem that bad or that many.
im lately imagining hwo awesome it will be once erica and i live together
having a "girl apartment" and considering we are pretty much in love haha in that scrubs way
i imagine it well decorated in a sloppy way.
i imagine narnia in the many closets.
i imagine being happy
also im pissed off at watching couple interaction lately.
people are iddiots and hurtful and i hate it.
i hate good people getting hurt and not caring
i hate that i give a shit
and the lack of people i find myself interested is few to none.
i miss seeing possibilit in someone
and i could use a good crush to pass the time.
something not so far away.
something i can touch.
16 little kids all on me
i forgot how much i loved hearing little voices say "watch this ms. jesse."
chasing them around playing tag
a few trouble kids but they dont seem that bad or that many.
im lately imagining hwo awesome it will be once erica and i live together
having a "girl apartment" and considering we are pretty much in love haha in that scrubs way
i imagine it well decorated in a sloppy way.
i imagine narnia in the many closets.
i imagine being happy
also im pissed off at watching couple interaction lately.
people are iddiots and hurtful and i hate it.
i hate good people getting hurt and not caring
i hate that i give a shit
and the lack of people i find myself interested is few to none.
i miss seeing possibilit in someone
and i could use a good crush to pass the time.
something not so far away.
something i can touch.