i need to get the hell outta here!!
Im still at my dads and last nigh, we were talking about role models...so my dad automatically took my mom for examples,and it hurt me. i know how horrible she is...but in nature...it hurts to hear you biological father talk about your mother that way. then, i told him that hes not a good role model either, he lept with his 2nd wife, Donna) and if you know me...youve probably heard about her) anyhoo. he slept with her the 3rd night he knew her. i was like 11 or 12...and i at that age knew better than my father. he could be dead right now from aids, i could be a fatherless girl. he has no spec in his mind that what he did was wrong. even the fact that he hurt me. and that hrts. he says that its his bussiness and if i got hurt, too bad. but they were louder than i have EVER been. and it was righ in the next room, shareing walls and everything. he asked where i draw the line when people should have sex...i said there is no hypothetical line..but 3 days is discusting. he said he wouldnt care if i met a guy, and 3 days later, we had sex. and hes my FATHER!! when your father is telling you that everything you know as right, is wrong and i Dont know the differance between right and wrong. what a fucking role model. thank god i didnt listen to my parents when i was little, id be a whore. kinda sucks. no. really fucking sucks. so........who wants to come to belfair and meet my dad...hes a WONDERFUL person! REALLY. I NEED NEW PARENTS