meow
well what an eventfuly time ive been having...ill start from the...start.../
well me and cesar hung out a lot we drank a lot, we had a good time. my roommates didnt like that, so they decided that it would be in there best interest if they try to make us stop hanging out. they tried. a lot of shit happened. now i moved out of that house, my parents took all my shit out of there, police were involved. now the guys have nothing. so im moving in with Jacquelyn tomorrow untill i find a new place. cesar and matt and i were thinking of getting a place. but now i have no idea whats going on with that. cesar doesnt know what he wants to do. so im just going to do what i need to do, which is, get that job at the theatrix costume house - interview on friday at 2 :) make money for school, in 3ish months, then find another job. and do the movie that im doing, im not sure if i mentioned this, but im doing make up for a movie called the struggle. its awesome. im also helping with the sounds, im the boom girl hah. its a lot of fun. im so happy im helping! we have to shoot in a house sometime soon, its going to be so fun, they said i can go just to party and what not, :)
me and cesar went to beaverton for thanksgiving. it was a lot of fun. we saw i hate sally on saturday. the show was packed. it was awesome. then we went to my grandparents for thanksgiving, there was a lot of people i have a huge family. it was fun. then we left and went to my uncles, and we walked a lot, went out for dinner and had duck, it was good. we are always travelling around, its so good. i like it. i dont like sitting a house. today is the first time i have in a long time. its okay tho, its getting cold, and soon i wont want to go out at all, only to go to work, and to do the movie. i dont know where my new place is. ill find out tomorrow. tonight should be fun st Zabrinas. byebye.
Robi-Fucking-Ann
i leave you with otep...autopsy song
Open wide, look inside
At my autopsy
I feel like
A woman
I feel like
I care
I feel like
I shouldn't
I feel like a child
Of despair
I feel like
It's over
I feel like it's coming
After me
I feel like
It's closer
I feel like this is all I'll ever be
I feel like
A failure
I feel like a hungry
Parasite
I feel like
A razor
I feel like a prayer
Lost in flight
I feel like
I'm hopeless
I'm afraid I'm a slave, I'm weak and average
I feel like
A hammer
I feel like
A nail
I feel like
I'm guilty
I feel like the wrist that it impales
I feel like
A butcher
I feel like
I'm being decieved
I feel like a beautiful loser
I feel like all you sheep
Are laughing at me
Open wide, look inside, at my autopsy
My autopsy
I feel like a complete waste of time
I feel I'm
Transparent
I feel like I can't
Escape my mind
well me and cesar hung out a lot we drank a lot, we had a good time. my roommates didnt like that, so they decided that it would be in there best interest if they try to make us stop hanging out. they tried. a lot of shit happened. now i moved out of that house, my parents took all my shit out of there, police were involved. now the guys have nothing. so im moving in with Jacquelyn tomorrow untill i find a new place. cesar and matt and i were thinking of getting a place. but now i have no idea whats going on with that. cesar doesnt know what he wants to do. so im just going to do what i need to do, which is, get that job at the theatrix costume house - interview on friday at 2 :) make money for school, in 3ish months, then find another job. and do the movie that im doing, im not sure if i mentioned this, but im doing make up for a movie called the struggle. its awesome. im also helping with the sounds, im the boom girl hah. its a lot of fun. im so happy im helping! we have to shoot in a house sometime soon, its going to be so fun, they said i can go just to party and what not, :)
me and cesar went to beaverton for thanksgiving. it was a lot of fun. we saw i hate sally on saturday. the show was packed. it was awesome. then we went to my grandparents for thanksgiving, there was a lot of people i have a huge family. it was fun. then we left and went to my uncles, and we walked a lot, went out for dinner and had duck, it was good. we are always travelling around, its so good. i like it. i dont like sitting a house. today is the first time i have in a long time. its okay tho, its getting cold, and soon i wont want to go out at all, only to go to work, and to do the movie. i dont know where my new place is. ill find out tomorrow. tonight should be fun st Zabrinas. byebye.
Robi-Fucking-Ann
i leave you with otep...autopsy song
Open wide, look inside
At my autopsy
I feel like
A woman
I feel like
I care
I feel like
I shouldn't
I feel like a child
Of despair
I feel like
It's over
I feel like it's coming
After me
I feel like
It's closer
I feel like this is all I'll ever be
I feel like
A failure
I feel like a hungry
Parasite
I feel like
A razor
I feel like a prayer
Lost in flight
I feel like
I'm hopeless
I'm afraid I'm a slave, I'm weak and average
I feel like
A hammer
I feel like
A nail
I feel like
I'm guilty
I feel like the wrist that it impales
I feel like
A butcher
I feel like
I'm being decieved
I feel like a beautiful loser
I feel like all you sheep
Are laughing at me
Open wide, look inside, at my autopsy
My autopsy
I feel like a complete waste of time
I feel I'm
Transparent
I feel like I can't
Escape my mind