life
Things are really differnt now,
so differnt than they were before... my life is changing drasticlly
infront of my eyes and its getting hard to cope with.. accept i guess.
I dont want to accept the things that i wish never happend...
I miss you more than i have ever missed anything
I miss how i have no one to talk to that actually understands me
I miss the honest advice you would always give me
I miss our " nights "
I miss your family
I miss you smile that brights up a room
I miss your abnoxiousness lol.
I miss how we used to be
I hate how you cant control the things that happen
I hate how i fucked up
I hate how i lost you
But i love how i know youll always be there for me
No matter what and you know ill be there for you
When it comes down to it.. your my sister my best friend, and were going to get
through life... which somtimes can be the shittiest thing ever.
and were going to be old and sit there and laugh and these days.
i love you, i love how your happy thats all ive ever wanted for you.
You deserve to be baby dont let anyone try to bring you down
you have beeen a big part of my life for the last 3 years but alot of it has been bad
alot of it has beeen amazing
your my first love and mabee the only person that ill ever be capable of loving
Things are differnt now... your differnt now for the better and i love that
Things still need to change though, i cant deal with the life thats put out for us
I hate always feeling guilty.. i hate worrying about what your going to say.
but i love you overall your amazing inside and out
The things you say to me, things you do for me im so grateful
We have had sum REALLY hard times on and off for the last forever
i hope we can get through shit and be happy in the end i want nothing more than that
i just hate how im always questioning my choices
i do love you i always will no one will change that
We have been amazing latley,
were closer than we have ever been and i love that
I hate how both of us always seem to be stuggling all the time with life
Shit is hard, i hate how people dont see things the way we do
I love our friendship and how amazing our little road trips and shit have been
i love getting high with you more than anyone lol
i love how when your crying you come and find me and im crying
we are one..
since kindergarden,
your more than a sister... family to me than anything.
You need to relize how much of an amazing person you are
and how beautiful you are inside and out.
I love you and lots of people love you and im always going to be here...
for a lifetime.
Thats just about a couple people that are always on my mind who i care about more than anything in this whole existance... my life would be nothing without these people i can honestly say i have NO idia where i would be today without them... probably 6 feet underground..
thank you i love you all. <3
so differnt than they were before... my life is changing drasticlly
infront of my eyes and its getting hard to cope with.. accept i guess.
I dont want to accept the things that i wish never happend...
I miss you more than i have ever missed anything
I miss how i have no one to talk to that actually understands me
I miss the honest advice you would always give me
I miss our " nights "
I miss your family
I miss you smile that brights up a room
I miss your abnoxiousness lol.
I miss how we used to be
I hate how you cant control the things that happen
I hate how i fucked up
I hate how i lost you
But i love how i know youll always be there for me
No matter what and you know ill be there for you
When it comes down to it.. your my sister my best friend, and were going to get
through life... which somtimes can be the shittiest thing ever.
and were going to be old and sit there and laugh and these days.
i love you, i love how your happy thats all ive ever wanted for you.
You deserve to be baby dont let anyone try to bring you down
you have beeen a big part of my life for the last 3 years but alot of it has been bad
alot of it has beeen amazing
your my first love and mabee the only person that ill ever be capable of loving
Things are differnt now... your differnt now for the better and i love that
Things still need to change though, i cant deal with the life thats put out for us
I hate always feeling guilty.. i hate worrying about what your going to say.
but i love you overall your amazing inside and out
The things you say to me, things you do for me im so grateful
We have had sum REALLY hard times on and off for the last forever
i hope we can get through shit and be happy in the end i want nothing more than that
i just hate how im always questioning my choices
i do love you i always will no one will change that
We have been amazing latley,
were closer than we have ever been and i love that
I hate how both of us always seem to be stuggling all the time with life
Shit is hard, i hate how people dont see things the way we do
I love our friendship and how amazing our little road trips and shit have been
i love getting high with you more than anyone lol
i love how when your crying you come and find me and im crying
we are one..
since kindergarden,
your more than a sister... family to me than anything.
You need to relize how much of an amazing person you are
and how beautiful you are inside and out.
I love you and lots of people love you and im always going to be here...
for a lifetime.
Thats just about a couple people that are always on my mind who i care about more than anything in this whole existance... my life would be nothing without these people i can honestly say i have NO idia where i would be today without them... probably 6 feet underground..
thank you i love you all. <3