I did it again
I was in the area where my ex lives today called her she was just leaving work
was going to surprise her and stop by
timmy spilled Ice cream all over him
saw his mom
didn't want shit to do w/ me
the kid doesn't know what it's like to have 2 parents living together
so he pretty much disownes the other one we he see us I know he'll be ready to come back to me on Sunday
got my chrome grill inserts for my truck
junked the old minivan and got some cash
I needed it badly I didn't have a dollar to pay for daycare tomorrow so now I good at least for this month anyway
stopped at Nicoles house in Poway talked to her parents and met her sister that Nicole (my ex's ex best friend .lol I know weird huh but that not unusual) Nicole wants me to date her sister. Her parents really liked me Denis is funny as hell we were drinkin beer out in his garage had a good time.
Then went and met Michelle at hometown buffet had dinner it was weird she wants me to be happy but I can't just go on and be happy after 4 years of sharing my life w/ her just goes to show me being out of her life is what she wants to experience she says that she needed to find out what makes her happy w/o me being around well gee I feel real loved by that.
she doesn't even want to work w/ me any it's always her plans first and her plans are always firm when it comes to me wanting to do something it's we'll see or maybe or I have to check I'll get back to you which she never does. then gets mad at me for bugging her I quit I quit I quit. It's no use anymore! I hate this life. I wish I could change my whole life my name where I live everything about me I want a new me damn it!!
was going to surprise her and stop by
timmy spilled Ice cream all over him
saw his mom
didn't want shit to do w/ me
the kid doesn't know what it's like to have 2 parents living together
so he pretty much disownes the other one we he see us I know he'll be ready to come back to me on Sunday
got my chrome grill inserts for my truck
junked the old minivan and got some cash
I needed it badly I didn't have a dollar to pay for daycare tomorrow so now I good at least for this month anyway
stopped at Nicoles house in Poway talked to her parents and met her sister that Nicole (my ex's ex best friend .lol I know weird huh but that not unusual) Nicole wants me to date her sister. Her parents really liked me Denis is funny as hell we were drinkin beer out in his garage had a good time.
Then went and met Michelle at hometown buffet had dinner it was weird she wants me to be happy but I can't just go on and be happy after 4 years of sharing my life w/ her just goes to show me being out of her life is what she wants to experience she says that she needed to find out what makes her happy w/o me being around well gee I feel real loved by that.
she doesn't even want to work w/ me any it's always her plans first and her plans are always firm when it comes to me wanting to do something it's we'll see or maybe or I have to check I'll get back to you which she never does. then gets mad at me for bugging her I quit I quit I quit. It's no use anymore! I hate this life. I wish I could change my whole life my name where I live everything about me I want a new me damn it!!