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Damn I hate this feeling… just this utter state of bewilderment and change. I hate it, I mean I like change, but like thinking about where I’m going to go away to school at or if I’m even going to stay in Illinois it just makes my head hurt. I normally try not to think about shit like this…but sometimes I just have to I guess. It just always seems like I’m going through some state of change. There is always a new era in my life starting, and I just get tired of it I guess. I can’t stay in Centralia forever, but part of me wouldn’t mind it I guess. Oh well… one thing that bothers me is that if you drink normal soda, you get tons of sugar and empty calories that you don’t need. Now if you drink diet soda like I have since ’03 you get this lovely thing called aspartame and it supposedly eats your brains out. Now they make these new diet sodas with Splenda and that supposedly causes liver problems haha. You just can’t win I guess, so we all get to pick between being fat, losing more brain cells, or speeding up the death of my liver.