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My last update on this thing was back in February.. It's been awhile.. and man did a lot happen..
Anthony signed up to join the Air Force. Something I didn't think would happen. Or if it did, somehow, he'd back down from it. A lot of crap went down at work to were he no longer had a job, so he had to do something with his life. Well, on July 15th, he left me. He went to Lackland AFB for his Basic Training..
Those were the hardest 6 1/2 weeks of my life. That time apart was either going to make us, or break us.. and part of me was afraid to go see him when he graduated because I hard prepared myself for the worst..
Well this past weekend August 30-September 2 I was in Texas watching him graduate BMT (Basic Military Training).. and it was the best 4 days with him that we've had in the 3 years being together and friends. I finally believe I've found the love of my life.
Anthony means the world and more to me.. He's still gone for awhile because of tech school. But hopefully he'll be able to take leave for Christmas and come home. I miss him so much.
A lot of the time I just wanna sit here and cry because I feel like I have nothing left in life to live for other than him. I'm so proud of him. He's my everything. My north star. My life.
And I know what he's doing is the best for him. I just hope that everything works out.
For the first time in my life.. I finally feel like things are going my way.. =]