Hey luke, if u dont remember me Ill fill you in! Howdy, my names Fucking Tahra! You know, the tall, the one who is a bad influence on Kelly. Yeah thats me. Hunny Im sooo sorry how you feel at the moment coz belive me Im going through worse, well who can pin point that! Get over it! You are who you are, your folks will eventually accept it, if not move on. Be yourself. As for bringing Kellys name up how you did, well....hmmmm.... GET A FUCKING LIFE! You obviously have no idea of what kind of person she is, and I think that you seriously need help for making those kind of understatements. Its kinda gutless how your typing shit up without fully understanding what the fuck she is going through. If you have any idea of what you meant to her you would pack your fucking handbag and move on! Thats putting it nicely. I dont appreciate how you just throw your words around as if the world is supposed to care. I thought that you were a decent friend, I thought that you were better than what you have turned into in the last couple of weeks. You think that this journal of unveiling yourself was so important, you should of been true to yourself in the first place. It is not necessary to change yourself coz of your sexuality. Its not necessary. You were fine as an individual, the sexuality is apart of the package. Im not telling you this to hurt you. Im telling you this coz at one stage I did care. I myself am dissapointed at your appauling behaviour towards kelly. I treat her like family. I thought that you cared about her and that she was your soul mate for life, but it seems as though I have been more of a friend in a short amount of time than you have ever been. Maybe you should forget the past, return Kellys things and move on. Who knows, maybe its for the best, maybe not but I think that under these circumstances thats a chance your gonna have to take. As far as Im concerned you have burnt Kelly for the last time. I hope that in the near future you keep your mouth shut for your sake. Its just pathetic how you seem to have no life what so ever and in all of your spare time all you seem to do is whine and complain on how hard it is to be you! Do something about it! Why not try thinking about others ffor a change, than maybe, just maybe you will have a few more friends. I for one was keen on having a friendship with you, aside our differences, but it seems as though you have let your guard down, and I have seen the real you. You have alot of growing up to do.
" kelly if you read this...you think you've got shit....can you see why i don't want yours? i've got enough of my own to handle....this has been a long time coming and building..."
I mean come on! Like seriously! Each to their own buddy, but hey how would you know what is going on with her if your TOO wrapped up in your own so called life to even consider thinking about hers. To me, thats just plain selfish. Its time for you to wake up and realise what you have done. Mind games are like sooooo outta fashion! I cant believe that you pulled that shit over Kellys eyes! Karma always, and I mean always gets the best of people. :)
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WHATEVER! Back at you!
This had fuck all to do with Kelly, I myself didnt want to pass up the oppurtunity to say how I felt about whats going on. I would like to thankyou for fucking her over coz if you hadnt she wouldnt of had become the beautiful, strong minded person that she is today. I know for a fact that Kelly has learnt a fucking valuable lesson with you and its now her time to move on with her head up high! :P
Shut the Fuck Uptahras_journalAugust 10 2004, 23:41:30 UTC
First off, let me introduce myself. I am a friend of Lukes - now perhaps you feel deep down in the bitchy heart of yours that Luke has no friends, well let me fucken tell you HO that he does. And anyone who speaks to him in the patronising and arrogant way that you just did dosn't deserve to be in his life. So listen GIRLFRIEND, pack YOUR fucken handbag and FUCK OFF, Luke dosn't need (using) fucked up people in his life, and you and whoever the fuck "Kelly" is, are no exception.
"Karma always, and I mean always gets the best of people. :)" Thats right you shit stirrer, maybe the shit you are going through is a direct result of your fuck ups. So dont you think your shit don't stink you prissy bitch, read your own words and shut the fuck up.
Dear Anonymous....tahras_journalAugust 11 2004, 01:02:03 UTC
Someone has got some fucking issues! For one what fucking pussy leaves an anonymous note such as yours. Afraid? Got something to hide? Sorry to burst your little bubble of joy...BOYFRIEND! I wasnt attacking Luke, I had no intention of doing so. Everyone has a right to express themselves, well obviously not here. I had alot of respect for Luke. I thought that Luke was a decent guy. Everyone is allowed to speak their minds and I did, without hesitation. As for your excellent choice of words such as shit stirrer and prissy bitch I think that you need a dictionary or maybe a thesaurus! Get a fucking life and make sure for next time that when you read whatever it is you are reading, to read it properally coz HONEY you have no idea! :P
Re: Wake up darl!handyman_benAugust 10 2004, 23:53:43 UTC
OMG.
Tahra you have absolutely no right to say any of that to me. You cannot put yourself into this situation and equation, nor can you understand how i feel about kelly and what has been happening. I won't say anything more because i think what you typed underminds you intergrity yourself.
As for kelly...i take it there are big gaps in the story that she has told you of the past years that i have known her...BTW if i didn't think of her as family...why when she had problems with her brother race to get her and her mother and allow them into our house...thats one of the many things i did to bend over backwards for her. i LOVE kelly. but she makes it impossible esp when things such as this continue to happen.
I don't want to continue this saga on the internet...it's childish and stupid. Please don't post any further posts on this in regard to the friendship kelly and i once had. If you want to tell me something ring me and let me know. That goes for her too.
Luke, hun Im sorry if I came across in a way that you would call rude. But Im not sorry that I felt that I had to express how I feel on the subject. I myself have had many broken and burnt friendships and obviously I dont agree on any kind of bullshit that has been going on. I know that you dont agree with my comment, but hey lifes a bitch. You of all people should know that I am very fucking protective of any of my close friends, whether they are right or wrong Im always going to stand by them. Thats one of the reasons why they call it a true friendship. Again Im sorry if I have offended you but I am entitled to my own opion and I should not be penalised for it. Im sure if you had been reading a journal enrty off the net and it was fully about one of your close friends you too would step up and say "Hey loser, back the fuck off!" but than again, your only human, and thats also wishful thinking!
I dont understand how you didnt mean to come across as rude or bitchy, because reading your first note, you didnt come across as anything BUT that. Trying to say your teenage agnst is more important than anyone elses, Luke is going through something you'll NEVER understand / know / experiance.
Im honestly stunned that someone could say that shit to such a nice guy whose going through such a tough time. I dont think anyone with a crap personality like yours is gonna get through life easily, makes me greatful for people like Luke.
Ok this shit is getting old. I spoke to Luke on the fone a few days ago and for your info, I have cooled things down with him. So if you dont want to make things any worse I would back off big time. Another thing, how would you know that I havent been through anything as bad or worse. You dont. Im bi and I have just recently told my family. Not to mention the other problems that I have to face. You have no right to judge me or appaul me. Your telling me and a heap of other people that I have a crap personality, ha! I would seriously take a long hard look at myself in the mirror if I were you. Do you ever read the shit you actually type up!? In other words get over it and fill your spare time up with some other hobby of yours.
you said to luke not to be mad at kelly and that it was your fault, in your earlier note you even apologised to him. why have you gone back to pretending you know what your on about? stay out of other peoples shit, if luke wants to listen to crap, im sure he'll find a public toilet to stand next to, as apposed to listening to your hysterical tripe.
Can everybody shut the fuck up PLEASE!scary_hctibAugust 15 2004, 01:09:17 UTC
I'm so sick of the bickering (sp?). It's between Luke and me no-one else. It's great that you want to stand-up for each party, but your not really making any difference. So why bother?
The friendship died, life goes on. There may have been some harsh words said in the heat of a moment, but what the fuck does it really mean in the end? NOTHING!
For everybody's information, I still care about whats going on in this boys life. I just have alot of shit to work out at the moment, Luke should know that if he ever needs me then I'm here, always will be.
Maybe later on we'll pick up where we left off, who know's! But at the moment I just see that we are going to totally different directions and we need the space and time to develop our individual lives.
I have had a long time to think about this, I think it'll be ok. I will always be in the shadows to see that your alright, you know I could never completely ignore the friendship we had/have.
So everybody, just shut the fuck up and leave it all alone. They are useless words.
Luke, darl, call me or whatever and we can discuss this face to face sometime when I'm down in Brissy again OK?
I am proud of you for doing what you did, that took alot of balls. Smile darl, its all you can do.
Re: Can everybody shut the fuck up PLEASE!tahras_journalSeptember 16 2004, 08:42:47 UTC
man. i cant beleive that all of you people are fighting! its amazing that you have such good friends. you should be happy that there are people in your life that love and suport you. honestly although i know none of you, i really do appreciate the way that you stand up for your friends. although really.. if you konw people in real life, sometimes the internet isn't the best place to express feeling such as these. especially after a guy has obviously just had such a hard day. anyway.. just wanted to add my two cents :)
" kelly if you read this...you think you've got shit....can you see why i don't want yours? i've got enough of my own to handle....this has been a long time coming and building..."
I mean come on! Like seriously! Each to their own buddy, but hey how would you know what is going on with her if your TOO wrapped up in your own so called life to even consider thinking about hers. To me, thats just plain selfish.
Its time for you to wake up and realise what you have done. Mind games are like sooooo outta fashion! I cant believe that you pulled that shit over Kellys eyes! Karma always, and I mean always gets the best of people. :)
ALSO.......
WHATEVER! Back at you!
This had fuck all to do with Kelly, I myself didnt want to pass up the oppurtunity to say how I felt about whats going on. I would like to thankyou for fucking her over coz if you hadnt she wouldnt of had become the beautiful, strong minded person that she is today. I know for a fact that Kelly has learnt a fucking valuable lesson with you and its now her time to move on with her head up high! :P
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"Karma always, and I mean always gets the best of people. :)" Thats right you shit stirrer, maybe the shit you are going through is a direct result of your fuck ups. So dont you think your shit don't stink you prissy bitch, read your own words and shut the fuck up.
Go suck on my fat one.
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its not worth it...btw who was the un-named person? can you email me? i wanna know!
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Tahra you have absolutely no right to say any of that to me. You cannot put yourself into this situation and equation, nor can you understand how i feel about kelly and what has been happening. I won't say anything more because i think what you typed underminds you intergrity yourself.
As for kelly...i take it there are big gaps in the story that she has told you of the past years that i have known her...BTW if i didn't think of her as family...why when she had problems with her brother race to get her and her mother and allow them into our house...thats one of the many things i did to bend over backwards for her. i LOVE kelly. but she makes it impossible esp when things such as this continue to happen.
I don't want to continue this saga on the internet...it's childish and stupid. Please don't post any further posts on this in regard to the friendship kelly and i once had. If you want to tell me something ring me and let me know. That goes for her too.
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I dont understand how you didnt mean to come across as rude or bitchy, because reading your first note, you didnt come across as anything BUT that. Trying to say your teenage agnst is more important than anyone elses, Luke is going through something you'll NEVER understand / know / experiance.
Im honestly stunned that someone could say that shit to such a nice guy whose going through such a tough time. I dont think anyone with a crap personality like yours is gonna get through life easily, makes me greatful for people like Luke.
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by you saying that, it makes the hurt just fade away...thanks man, thats why i think you rock!
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you said to luke not to be mad at kelly and that it was your fault, in your earlier note you even apologised to him. why have you gone back to pretending you know what your on about?
stay out of other peoples shit, if luke wants to listen to crap, im sure he'll find a public toilet to stand next to, as apposed to listening to your hysterical tripe.
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The friendship died, life goes on. There may have been some harsh words said in the heat of a moment, but what the fuck does it really mean in the end? NOTHING!
For everybody's information, I still care about whats going on in this boys life. I just have alot of shit to work out at the moment, Luke should know that if he ever needs me then I'm here, always will be.
Maybe later on we'll pick up where we left off, who know's! But at the moment I just see that we are going to totally different directions and we need the space and time to develop our individual lives.
I have had a long time to think about this, I think it'll be ok. I will always be in the shadows to see that your alright, you know I could never completely ignore the friendship we had/have.
So everybody, just shut the fuck up and leave it all alone. They are useless words.
Luke, darl, call me or whatever and we can discuss this face to face sometime when I'm down in Brissy again OK?
I am proud of you for doing what you did, that took alot of balls. Smile darl, its all you can do.
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