Update
Well well well, uni is back, been good...been workingflat out at work, getting shit loads of hours and getting worn down already. oh well.
Gym is going well, i feel a lot better and well there isn't too much more to add. Things are a bit quiet in the romance department, i have my eye on someone who i have been chatting to for awhile, will wait and see. I ain't really looking at the moment, i wanna get back into the swing of things at uni. Plus i wanna make some friends etc etc at uni and expand the social group more, and not try so much to get gay friends. To me there just isn't any quality or substance behind the fake face's of the people that claim to their authentic personalities and caring characters. There are a few, but with the gay people who like to think of me as friends or i would like to think of them as friends, there is just no quality. Thats how i feel. So instead of pooling all my energy into creating new 'gay' friends, i am just getting out there, giving my personality and everything that is me to the world, and it seems to be working. I will stop trying to find somethings in people that just mustn't be there, or will i struggle or fight to keep a person as a friend. No longer. A friendship is two ways, it consits of contact from the other person to me as well, not all out going calls, or emails or hellos from me.
On other news, i told more people i am gay now they are all cool with it. which makes me happy and i can now hang around them more frequently and go to social outings with them because i no longer have to put myself in the situation where i have to deny who i am or hide it. I can be open. Which is a great burden lifted off my shoulders, not to mention the fact i have great times with these people and will enjoy their company again.
well i guess thats pretty much it for now,
i'm putting up the feet and going to have a relax before i have to get to work again.
*just think of the money luke think of the money*
Gym is going well, i feel a lot better and well there isn't too much more to add. Things are a bit quiet in the romance department, i have my eye on someone who i have been chatting to for awhile, will wait and see. I ain't really looking at the moment, i wanna get back into the swing of things at uni. Plus i wanna make some friends etc etc at uni and expand the social group more, and not try so much to get gay friends. To me there just isn't any quality or substance behind the fake face's of the people that claim to their authentic personalities and caring characters. There are a few, but with the gay people who like to think of me as friends or i would like to think of them as friends, there is just no quality. Thats how i feel. So instead of pooling all my energy into creating new 'gay' friends, i am just getting out there, giving my personality and everything that is me to the world, and it seems to be working. I will stop trying to find somethings in people that just mustn't be there, or will i struggle or fight to keep a person as a friend. No longer. A friendship is two ways, it consits of contact from the other person to me as well, not all out going calls, or emails or hellos from me.
On other news, i told more people i am gay now they are all cool with it. which makes me happy and i can now hang around them more frequently and go to social outings with them because i no longer have to put myself in the situation where i have to deny who i am or hide it. I can be open. Which is a great burden lifted off my shoulders, not to mention the fact i have great times with these people and will enjoy their company again.
well i guess thats pretty much it for now,
i'm putting up the feet and going to have a relax before i have to get to work again.
*just think of the money luke think of the money*