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yes. obstacles demolished, and a straight path is cleared up in front. old loves new loves they do not mean anything to me. i could leave right now forever and never look back. i have not felt this happy, since... since never. i have never felt this happy at all. this sense of freedom and this knowledge that one can acquire, and the best part is the endlessness of the whole thing. i no longer feel downsized by your shallow world, i only feel bigger. i just keep picking away at things, it is resulting in ectasy. eurphoria. i know all the reasons. i just want to open my mind a little wider, grab either end, and pull, pull till it begins to rip, stretch it as far as it will go. everything, it is all just culturally constructed, we are merely little products shaped by our language, our world view, and our environment.