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i get surgery next week. and ill be a vegetable. ian doesnt know how to pick up after himself though. so i'll only get to be a semi vegetable. and then he takes all my vicodin, i should kill him. work is gay, the mall is a big faggot. but i get a raise, it'll probably be a quarter. i have a lot more hours so now i dont have to do quite so much nothing and a little more something. and i will save and i will buy a car and i will drive and i will be glad again. i like not drinking all the time, i have a lot more energy and can think a lot more clear. i lost over 20 pounds in a really short time and i still eat like a pig, i just dont drink its an amazing concept. one beer has 150 carlories in it. so does one soda though. i made tacos, tuesday taco night they were so good. i think im married but its okay. i need to go buy some cat food.