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i saw him today..i wasn't ready...he was soooo wasted...and from what i've heard he's been like that for the last 2 weeks...i guess he isn't ready to be without me. it hurt to see him like that, because i love him...and hate to see him shaming himself...but what can i do? nothing...he has to go through this, he chose this...i'm doing my best to deal with my new reality, but he just rejects his
i feel sorry for him, that his life has turned into nothing
he was with this girl that he totally talked trash about..i guess he's using her for rides..whatever they are on the same level...maybe he can relate to trash
fuck itsdlkjfa;sdf;lajf;lsjaljf;kl sajgdfalkjsdaljf
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
i feel sorry for him, that his life has turned into nothing
he was with this girl that he totally talked trash about..i guess he's using her for rides..whatever they are on the same level...maybe he can relate to trash
fuck itsdlkjfa;sdf;lajf;lsjaljf;kl sajgdfalkjsdaljf
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck