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Dec 22, 2008 09:45

oy, ruined my girlfriend's birthday yesterday.

after taking her out to eat for salmon benedict, mimosas, going to the art center, buying housewarming gifts, going to see a film (not the sort of action film she liked, it was milk) and then by opening a bottle of beer that she didn't like, apparently.

honestly, i feel awful. i got a migraine. it's funny, you'd think with me it'd be some manic phase, rollercoaster i've been these past few months, but this was the ordinary, twice a year, unpredictable migraine.

what else i couldn't predict was that getting better after taking imitrex, drinking some water, eating something and having some maalox/dayquil, the fact that i felt better and that she had to miss festivus/barbecue would sting so much.

so i'm going to quit making it sting more, don't understand airing grievances like this. that's love, isn't it? caring about someone as much as yourself, to a point. or maybe that's being a parent.

jesus, twenty-six feels old suddenly.

bad dreams, silly fights

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