Title: Air'Ros
Author: HandwithQuill
Rating: NC-17 overall
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Warnings: Au in which Leonard McCoy is not the CMO of the Enterprise. Kinda, sorta Cupid!Bones.
Summary: A mission takes the Enterprise to the planet Cамракот durning the Ritual of Lufsum. There Jim meets Air'Ros. Based on the myth of Cupid and Psyche.
A/N: Beta'd by the always awesome
ken_ichijouji “Bones?” Jim called out as he stepped out of the bathroom that night, a towel wrapped around his hips. There had been no sound but the air felt like it did when his lover appeared. “Bones?”
He was suddenly pushed back against the wall and the towel was ripped away.
“Oh, fuck!” he shouted as he banged his head into the wall. A warm mouth swallowed him whole and was sucking powerfully. He reached out and ran his through the hair as a tongue started caressing him to bring him to hardness. Hands trailed up his thighs to his hips, squeezed once, before encouraging him to thrust forward, just as the throat relaxed. His free hand joined the other in the silky hair as he began to move his hips. One hand left his hips and traveled down between his legs to play with his balls.
He banged his head against the wall to try to have some stamina, but the hand continued its journey down his leg to his knee, which it gripped and lifted to rest over a shoulder. As it came back up to cup his sack again, he could smell the Malwé oil. The finger slid past his sack, straight back and into him. “Oh. Fuck!” he said again, pushing forward into the warm mouth and back onto the finger.
Now fingers.
He tugged on Bones' hair, who let Jim's cock slide out of his mouth as he pulled out his fingers. He stood, arranged Jim's leg just above his hip, lifted the other leg and pressed Jim back against the wall. A shift of his hips, and he was sheathed in Jim's body. His hand cupped Jim's cheek and a tender kiss was placed on his lips.
“Mynen,” he whispered and thrust up once. “ðú bist mynen.” Another thrust.“Ic don'ná gíeme héo segþ.” Another thrust. “Ic apæ ne ágiefe.” A double thrust this time. “Ic canna! ðú bist mín Lufiend.” A nip to his shoulder was added to the thrust. “Mín Lufrǽden. Mynen!”
His mouth found its way back to Jim's, and his tongue slipped in to fuck his mouth the way his body moved; rapidly and aggressively. Jim slipped his arms under Bones' and held on as Bones' cock thrust into him, and his mouth went back to whispering words into his skin. His sense of time had long since disappeared in the darkness he shared with his lover, so it could have been minutes or hours before he felt Bones' hot release bathe his insides.
After a few more erratic thrusts, Bones rested his head on Jim's shoulder. Jim could feel his heart pounding against his chest. He could also feel Bones' mouth still moving on his skin. “Ic bróðorlufu ðú.”
“I don't know what you're saying” Jim said to his temple, “But don't stop.”
Bones shuddered, and secured his grip on Jim before moving them to the bed. He sat on the edge, scooted back until he was in the middle, laced his hands with Jim's and laid back. “Ride me, Jim. Let me feel you, hear you. Gehióran sé aþýtep ðú ásoippan swá ðú astandan ond dæle carlfugol, Swá gegt éow lijjian. Ic behéfþ æt félede ðú þíht beleólc mec, félede ðú ádríepe oferfæreld mim breóst. As you find your pleasure. I...I do bring you pleasure, don't I Jim?
“Yes!” The uncertainty in the last question pained his heart and had him answering quickly and truthfully. “You do! So much. More than I thought was possible for me. And not just this.” He braced against the hands holding his and lifted up to ride his lover. “You're with me. I don't know why. Don't know why you came to me that first night, but you did. You chose me and you kept coming back.” He was moving fast now, trying to find the pleasure Bones always brought him. “Kept coming back, when all the other couldn't get away fast enough, you stayed. Bones, I-” He lifted up and shifted the angle and plunged down. He let a shuttering breath out. He had to say it. No matter if Bones felt the same, no matter the pain it would cause them later. “Bones, I-I love you.”
Both men stilled.
“Jim?” Bones' voice trembled out.
“I do! I love you. I know, I know I shouldn't. That we...I can't help it. I love you, Bones.”
“Fuck, Jim!” Bones said, sitting up and wrapping a hand around the back of Jim’s head. He pulled him in for a kiss.
“I love you, darlin'!” He spoke into Jim’s lips. “I never thought... never imagined that you felt the same.”
He wrapped his other arm around Jim’s waist and they started rocking together. “I love you.” he whispered again. Moving together, they traded kisses and 'I love you's'.
Jim brought his hands up Bones' chest and pushed him to lay back down. “Need you, need your touch, need you! So-so much, Bones please!”
“Where? Where do you want me to touch you, Jim?”
“Anywhere, everywhere. Just need you to touch me, let me know you're here with me. That it's just us in the dark. That only you and me exist in the universe.”
Bones groaned as Jim fell forward and braced himself on Bones' shoulders. This position had him thrusting back on to Bones at just the right angle. Bones' hands came up to caress his chest. “Yes, Jim. You and me and everyone else can go fuck themselves. We're all we need. So show me, Jim. Show me what I do to you, how I make you feel. Come for me, Jim. Cwician forþý mec.”
Jim sat up straight and strangled a whine in his throat as he did just that. His hips stuttered back and forth as his seed splashed across Bones' chest.
He was only vaguely aware of Bones rolling him onto his back and slipping out of him. He heard him moving around the room and assumed it was to get his towel to clean them up. With that done he slid back into bed and pulled Jim into his arms so that they were on their sides, facing each other. They traded lazy kisses while hands roamed over whatever skin it could find.
He didn't remember falling asleep, but Jim found himself blinking awake in the darkness a little while later. Bones' right arm was lax around his waist, but his left hand was scritching his scalp slightly.
“Bones?” he asked after he held off for as long as he could, “When you got here, you seemed pretty upset. What's wrong?”
“It's complicated,” The other man sighed. “I...I work for my mother. Um..sorta.”
Jim blinked. That definitely wasn't where he thought Bones would start. “Okay?”
“My family has been in the same business for...well, ever. I was raised knowing I would join in. But for the past few decades, let's just say business is dwindling. The service we provide isn't in demand and with all the extra time, I pursued another interest of mine. It's what I do most of the time, during the day, when I’m not with you. I only help my Mother out when I see I'm needed. She sees it as a betrayal, that I’m rejecting all the history the family has been involved in.” He rolled onto his side, facing Jim in the dark. “I also think that she's worried. My brother has already left. They argued a few years ago and he took a ship off planet soon after, so I think she doesn’t want to lose me.” He stopped suddenly.
“She doesn't want you seeing me, does she?” Jim asked, running things through his mind.
“No, we argued about it tonight,” he said, arms tightening around Jim. “To her, you're just something else to drag me away. I don't think she's ever realized that I’ve grown up. That I will live my life the way I see fit, no matter what she wants. And she's afraid that you're going to hurt me. My last relationship didn't end well. It took me a long time to get over it. A lot longer then she thought it should have. And she's right, Jim. You will hurt me.”
“I would never-”
“When do the negotiations end?” Bones cut him off. Jim didn't respond. There was nothing he could say and they both knew it.
“I wish there was...” he drifted off, knowing there was no point in wishing for things he couldn't have. “Would she actually do anything to keep you from seeing me? While...while I’m still here?” he finally asked, circling one of Bones' nipples with a fingertip.
“No. There is nothing she can do. All that can be done is for us to focus on each other and enjoy the time we have.” He leaned forward to kiss Jim’s forehead, his eyes, then his lips.
“It's not enough,” Jim sighed.
“No,” Bones said, “But it's all we have and I’m not being parted from you until you tell me to go.”
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