people suck
i realize more and more how shitty i am and how shitty other people are.
i really truely have no friends. with the exception of aaron. and i treat him like shit.
its my fault i have no one in my life, im just socially inept or something.
everyone that i have ever been friends with just slowly disappeared.
its so depressing to realize that you wont know anyone in 10 years and that when you die like 2 people will come to your funeral.
no one im "friends" with really gives a shit about me and i dont really give a shit about them.
the 5 people that i maybe considered my good friends arent. they ditch me when better things come along and act like they are soooo annoyed that i even call them to see if they want to hang out. so i just wont anymore.
no one cares about me and i dont care about anyone else. whatever. thats how it is.
i seriously want to just go to school and sit all by myself, since my boyfriend ditches me at lunch, then come home and sleep.
life is so depressing. i dont see the point at all. i honestly think if i wasnt such a pussy i would do something about it.
and no this is a pity journal since no one reads it anyway. i just need to get some shit out.
i really truely have no friends. with the exception of aaron. and i treat him like shit.
its my fault i have no one in my life, im just socially inept or something.
everyone that i have ever been friends with just slowly disappeared.
its so depressing to realize that you wont know anyone in 10 years and that when you die like 2 people will come to your funeral.
no one im "friends" with really gives a shit about me and i dont really give a shit about them.
the 5 people that i maybe considered my good friends arent. they ditch me when better things come along and act like they are soooo annoyed that i even call them to see if they want to hang out. so i just wont anymore.
no one cares about me and i dont care about anyone else. whatever. thats how it is.
i seriously want to just go to school and sit all by myself, since my boyfriend ditches me at lunch, then come home and sleep.
life is so depressing. i dont see the point at all. i honestly think if i wasnt such a pussy i would do something about it.
and no this is a pity journal since no one reads it anyway. i just need to get some shit out.