Feb 24, 2006 14:42
Today is going horrible. Everything I say is wrong today... so I stop saying stuff... then everything I do is wrong... what can I do? Nothing... impossible.
Last night and yesterday was crazi! I went with my mom to the tax man and he told me that I am going to have to pay 400 doller for my IMAGES money. I can't afford that! I have been so stressed out lately. With taxes work, home.
I didn't go to school yesterday because I didn't feel good. I got no sleep last night because it felt like someone was taking my stomach and tearing it out of my body. I couldn't stop moving, moaning. I walked around. I remember waking up in the middle of the night putting on my glasses (which I don't usually do unless I am waking up.) and wanting to go into Brittany's old room. I don't know why. Anyways... back to my issue with taxes.
I called Auntie Cami and she said there is no way that they could take out 400 dollers from 950. She said at most 60. So I went to sleep. I woke up to my cell phone ringing and I could tell by the ringtone that it was work so I didn't open it. Then the house phone rings and it is my mom asking me why I didn't pick up the phone... Um... mom... I GO TO SCHOOL! Then I woke up and talked to my dad and he said he never had to pay taxes in my life. He said they will take 1/3 out. Thanks dad!
So then today at school I wasn't really in the mood. I stayed quiet and Mr. Schuh noticed something was wrong. I told him nothing and moved on. It just seems like everything I said was wrong. Then I stopped speaking. Then everything I did was wrong. The one thing I said in Schuh's class was wrong... so I just stopped.
I just don't feel good and everything seems to be going wrong. In 15 days it will be March 11th which means my grandfather will be dead for one year! Maybe I am just depressed that I don't have a bf...