I fucked up
I fucked up huge... I don't know what the fuck I am going to do to get out of this. It's like, I'm not going anywhere, not getting anything done. I'm sitting in fucking idle, and there's not a goddamn thing I can do about it.
This is fucking ridiculous.
There is something that I want to know, though, and the question is this: Why do people like me? Why would a person want me?
I don't understand it at all. It is so fucked up. I hate this. I do. And another thing, why the hell do bad horrible unfortunate things have to happen to me? This is ridiculous.
She said the timing was off... The timing was off?!?!?! when in the hell was the fucking timing ON?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! It's ridiculous. Then there's this shit w/Ryan... I don't know what the hell to do now. And then there's Dan... I don't know if I can lose him. I don't think I could handle that. I really don't know. But the thing of it is, I don't know what to do about it!!!
This is totally ridiculous...
*Erin Leigh*
This is fucking ridiculous.
There is something that I want to know, though, and the question is this: Why do people like me? Why would a person want me?
I don't understand it at all. It is so fucked up. I hate this. I do. And another thing, why the hell do bad horrible unfortunate things have to happen to me? This is ridiculous.
She said the timing was off... The timing was off?!?!?! when in the hell was the fucking timing ON?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! It's ridiculous. Then there's this shit w/Ryan... I don't know what the hell to do now. And then there's Dan... I don't know if I can lose him. I don't think I could handle that. I really don't know. But the thing of it is, I don't know what to do about it!!!
This is totally ridiculous...
*Erin Leigh*